Progress

So a few days in changes and my husband is much happier, he also has barely been home. Just quietly my self esteem is taking a massive battering.

On the business front my two Easter orders went off this morning and I am thinking of putting Memrax on the back burner for awhile and get this pig sty of a house sorted and packed up in preparation for the big move.

Home schooling has been lax this week in my opinion, don't get me wrong they have done work, but with all the dramas between Hubby and I, it's been slow progress :( Which then in turn hits my self esteem again.

I would love to be a much more confident person, I hope that's where this journey will lead me....

Memrax order

Finally got my order all finished and stuffed, this lil man is off to be the first Easter present of a beautiful lil boy.

Time for growth

With time, comes change, and with change comes growth.

Have you ever found yourself lost? Not physically but emotionally. So caught up in your roles that you forget who YOU are?
Well that's were this Mum of five has found herself. The honeymoon period of my marriage has been over for quite a long time and I haven't been willing to admit it. Thinking that we could re- capture that bond, that feeling of us against the world.....
There really is no point fighting change, it just leaves you unhappy and mourning how things used to be.

So now I begin my journey, focusing first on recapturing my essence and ofcourse on my five monsters. Everything else, including my business must come second, til I feel whole again.